I've trouble sleeping nowadays, and I have a hard time getting out of bed, too. I don't know if it comes with aging. There are days that I don't know what to do with my life. Even when I try to have a positive outlook, I don't feel like I have something to look forward to for the day. That's also one of the reasons why I find it difficult to convince myself to wake up early. I don't know. It's not like I have any complaints. I'm grateful for what's there, but there are always just questions in my head. I just wanted to get these thoughts out of my system.