Sometimes I think that life isn't very fun these days. No, I'm not just talking about this illness and what it brings along. I mean, how discouraging it is when you turn on the TV or browse some articles on the net only to find depressing lines or overdramatic news. I put up a barrier around myself in defense without realizing it. Am I taking myself away from society and popular stuff? Maybe. I didn't blend well for many reasons, and I still don't. But I know that I fill my life with positive things, perhaps more than most people out there. Isn't that enough?